Here I Am, Here I Am

It's been a while....

There is no point to narrate what happened during these past few months.

I must address MY problem NOW if I really want to get to the finish line.

REALIZATION: I wasted so much time.

After reading a couple of books, review materials and a 2014 Criminal Law Bar Questions, I realized that though I felt like I was comprehending the materials, "recall" is a no friend of mine. This spells disaster.

After slacking off or I should say "slowing down" these past few days, last night, I read an e-book about memory. I am not yet done reading it. However, some ideas are floating and I feel the need to to put it in black and white.

Question: how can I remember all law vitamins?

I am a teacher. I learn when I teach.

I remember when I hear something and say things.

I have to make a plan, a master plan that will make Recall say "here I am, here I am. How do you do?"

First Thing First

As of this writing, I have not yet decided whether I will take the bar this 2015 or not.

Emotions are rock 'n rollin. All them. I even don't know where others are coming from.

Maybe some are triggered by the death of my father. Some are from the condition inside the house, the inundating negativity that surrounds me. Others are the realization that I have to go back to school empty-handed. There is so much more which I refuse to write because I don't feel like nurturing monsters in my life. Or maybe, these are just the important ones that I need to address.

To start the day right, I opened "The Secret." I prayed. I read the Bible, 'Our Daily Bread' and 'Making the Most of Today." Now, I am writing... I just feel I need to do all of these...

The most striking message so far is: "Teach us to number our days so that we will spend them wisely." This is a reminder that life is so short.

The 2015 bar is also fast approaching.

First thing first. I have to start preparing for my class later.